spit, mixed with dirt – muddy words flow
Day after day I gaze out my window
Chin resting upon my folded hand
Rain smudges the surrounding landscape
A sigh escapes my quivering lips
My heart squeezes and gasps
Far away across the waves I yearn for him
I can envision him going about his day
Longing wells up
How I desire to be sharing life with him
Night after night I lay upon my bed
Cheek resting upon my outstretched arm
Tears distorting the moon out my window
A sob escapes my tightening throat
My heart sorrows and aches
Even far away across the miles I crave him
I picture him lying down beside her
Longing wells up
Oh god how I wish I was her
How I wish I was the one who he dreams of
©️tara caribou – 2018
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We all did dream to be that “her” at least once but then ……we realized thankfully we were not as much more were out there for us😉
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So, give up and try again?
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What is meant for you nobody will take it😉😎
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What a very interesting way of thinking. And something I will have to meditate on deeply. Thank you for that. I’m honored by your comments.
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I tell you there was a time I thought I would have killed the next person was saying it to me but then I realized it is true……you might not see it today but tomorrow you will .😊have a good Sunday ❤️
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What are we without our dreams? There is always a grain of truth in what we dream, and that is what becomes worth striving/searching for, isn’t it?
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This is heartbreaking 💔
I resonate with the feelings
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Thanks, my dear. We are romantics, aren’t we?
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True that ❤️
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This is so heartwrenching… I can feel your pain through your words…
But do not wish to be her, for you are you and you are beautiful.
I’ll tell you something a dear friend once said to me… your real soul twin is out there somewhere, dreaming of a time when they will find you and feeling just as miserable as you right now… when you are both ready the universe will bring you together.
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I can always hope…
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Someone will take your heart hun and covet it and not let go. You are an amazing person… and good friend… Men are fools if they don’t see that.
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mmmm – perhaps. Only time will tell.
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Beautiful and touching, Tara. That longing, mixed with a hint of sadness, really tugs at the heartstrings.
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Thanks, AC. I’m always truly honored when you drop by.
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