spit, mixed with dirt – muddy words flow
1) I will never get bored of thinking about you or being with you. Because I’ll think about you. A lot.
2) You can be sure I’ve thought this* through quite intensely and obsessively. [* refers to anything and everything]
3) When I get angry (or hurt), I clean. And clean thoroughly.
4) I may respond to you in list format.
5) Sometimes I need to kiss more than once or rearrange our hands until it “feels right”.
6) Did I mention I will think about you? A lot?
1) I might be a teensy tiny bit slow (to change) and perhaps a mite stubborn.
2) I’m particular and careful in my wording; I use a lot of qualifiers. Which comes off as being non-committal.
3) Sometimes I have to check things over and over to make sure I did it right. This can make me late or be frustrating to onlookers.
4) I may respond to you in list format. And I may not be derailed from said list.
5) Perhaps kissing or hugging more than once because I need it to “feel right” might begin to annoy you.
6) Certain things gross me out (that may seem very normal to you) and I will obsess over them.
…..
That said… being loved by a woman with OCD doesn’t have to be a negative thing. My hope is to someday find someone who loves me for me, quirks and lists and all.
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You forgot…. may wake up five times a night to make sure front door is locked, stove is switched off 😀
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Hey! Shush, you! I purposefully left items like that off the list!! Don’t wanna scare potentials COMPLETELY off!
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They need to know what they’re getting into… full disclaimer. You know… like an allergy warning on a sandwich. 😀
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Oh! So I’m like an allergy now!! LMAO Niiiiice…. 😆
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… or a sandwich.
😍
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mmmmm – I like sandwiches…. and I *am* hungry….
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God… now so am I.
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Right?!?!
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Lovely read! I’m sure you’ll find someone amazing soon 😀
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Perhaps. I consider myself a Doomed Romantic, so, I’m doubtful. 😉
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*cheers you on from the sidelines* 😀
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HA!
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You know I’m partial to a list or three, or was that one. Could be two. Nope definitely four. Oh shit I’ll have it start over. You know I’m… I’m just teasing you ❤️
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That made my eye twitch LOL Thanks JC!
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Chuckle !!
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You are wonderful.
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Awwww thank you!
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I’d take this any day over someone who cheats on me and treats me like shit.
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True. Good point.
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I love living without having an idea of what is happening. Great post.
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Thank you.
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You are welcome.
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Now I’m confused. This was wonderful but my feelings on poems as lists has me twitchy.
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I often bring about feelings of confusion and twitchiness. Don’t feel bad…
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the worst part is i might have to write a poem as a list to get it out of my head. i don’t blame you. much. Hahaha
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Yes. May the rest of today be a day Mike writes poems in list form…. you do it so well 💕
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just one. dammit. and not that many if i can help it.
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Or three… or four…
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I just finished one. We will see I suppose. In the depths of mania anything is possible.
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as soon as i saw the title i had to read it…as a woman with ocd, of course ❤
what is not to love about us?
quirks are perks!
surely the right person knows that
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If you find one, can we share?? lol
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Marvelous insight! I think you are great, babe!
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Thanks T. You’re pretty great yourself 😊
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🙂 Thank you
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I check the front door about five times every night before I go to sleep. I’ve also been known to turn back halfway to wherever I was going to in order to double-check if I locked the door, which I checked several times before even leaving the building.
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Yes indeed! You can’t be too sure. It’s better to just re-check, I say.
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See, that’s what people don’t get! What if I left it unlocked?
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EXACTLY!! now excuse me, I need to go check my stove and make sure I hung my keys in their place….
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See, that 2nd list isn’t really a deal breaker, I reckon. You’d go through anything for the one you love. Well, almost anything. Maybe not endless reruns of ‘Blue’s Clues’ or anything. We all have our limits! 😛
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Haha! Totally.
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I haven’t seen any lists as yet, but it might be exciting (might be) when that finally happens?
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