Spit mixed with dirt – Muddy words flow
Posted on October 12, 2019 by tara caribou

Raw Earth Ink is proud to present a dark fiction short story anthology, Static Dreams: A Dark Anthology from Twisted Minds Volume 1.

Ohhh yes, my friend, you see that correctly. Right here in my hands, well, not currently because I type with both hands *ahem* but recently I held it and caressed it just a little because inside these pages comes a great collection of works I was honored to publish.
Within the dark mindscape of our twisted dreams come tales of revenge and righteous vindication, deep-seated mistrust and hidden truths brought into the light. Where a young woman is able to sift through the minds of her enemies and destroy them through sheer thought before they can consume her. Where a man only allowed to speak a mere one hundred words carries out grim assigned tasks before death comes for him. And where a group of sweet old ladies may just as easily ring up your purchase as invite you to tea and cake, which just might turn out to be your very last meal. So dim down your lights and clutch your blankets to your chin, for tonight you’ll find yourself wrapped up deep in these sweet static dreams.
The anthology (in its first volume) contains nine short stories from a group of really awesome writers. I am so humbled to work with these guys. Truly.

Need another teaser to whet your ravenous appetite?? Don’t mind if I do:






Go check ’em out, if you haven’t already.
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Posted on September 14, 2019 by tara caribou
It’s not that I really have to battle any real wild animals. I live rurally. Pretty rural. Out in the wilds of Alaska. But they’re out there… I know they are.
Oh wait….:
I mean honestly… this is what I primarily see. Mostly wild. I say mostly because to be honest, if they hear my voice, the bunnies come a-running… or hopping, to me. In a few moments I may be surrounded by them. I don’t mind. I’m kind of in love with them.
Of course, the bunnies bring other visitors.
Not exactly the best photo but this guy ate really well for while there. Going so far as to eviscerate one of the bunnies on my front porch. Blood and guts and shit and fur and bones spread out. What a joy that was to clean up…
But it’s not all bad.
This guy is, oh, twenty feet from my bedroom window. I see him almost daily. If not him then his mom and her new baby (it was babies but one didn’t live very long).

Fun fact: the moose here on the Kenai Peninsula almost exclusively have twins. No where else in the world do moose have so many. In fact, some years ago Montana sought to replenish their failing moose population and relocated females from this area to help. I don’t know if it’s working but that’s what they did.

Of course, I can drive a few minutes away to the beach and catch some more wild creatures to stare at.



About a month ago, I went to the beach one evening and there were hundreds of these jellyfish on the beach. This seems to be happening more and more frequently with massive die-offs. Two years ago there were thousands of dead seabirds on the beaches. There are hardly any shellfish left. Or starfish or other such tide pool creatures. Makes me sad.

Until next time… I’ll be watching you!


this post is for you, Jo. 😊
Posted on August 7, 2019 by tara caribou
I’m around… sort of. Summer in Alaska. Busy. I’ve been the last few days doing a type of subsistence fishing called set-net. It’s moderately labor intensive but worth it to teach others the “old ways”. So here are a few pics, should my view interest you.





Posted on July 29, 2019 by tara caribou

I read this book via both my e-reader and in paperback. This is a unsolicited review.
River Dixon is easily one of my favorite writers. He creates both poetry as well as flash fiction and short stories (which in my humble opinion are his shining stars). Reading him is like revisiting one of my old favorites, Philip K Dick. Only…. I like River’s voice better. So I guess I’m saying I believe he’s better than PKD. Yep. I said it. River’s style is dark, twisted, humorous and unexpected…. just what I want to read in a short story. His characters may be “the bad guy” yet somehow you find yourself rooting for them, seeing them through their own slanted view. Other times they may be the simple guy on the sidelines at the wrong place (and often confused with their plight).
This collection is everything I hoped for in reading his work. Dark and twisted. Someone (almost) always dies. Often strangely or violently (but not explicitly graphically). The good guy is often the bad guy and he doesn’t always win… though you want him to. This is thirteen stories written by a master manipulator of the word and mind. The first and last stories are tied together (I won’t say how!) and what’s sandwiched in between is… well, I won’t say heaven… but something quite wonderful.
There’s the little voice inside that won’t ever shut up. The little girl who loves her father more than any other and carefully follows his gruesome footsteps. The nagging mother who’ll never let her middle-aged son grow up, even from the grave. The man who meets his author and creator. Dead hookers, old-time gangsters who suddenly gain a conscience mid-hustle, a book curator who’ll stop at nothing to find that children’s book, a seller of dreams, and an alternate dimension that collides with ours so that a man sees his alternate increasingly are found in these pages. And more…
The other thing I love about River’s writing is how much he allows for your imagination. He points you down the dark shadowy trail in the woods and allows you to find your way out again. It’s masterfully done and so enjoyable.
I didn’t find a single grammatical error or misspelling and that made me very happy. Also, the paperback quality was very good. A nice size in your hand and the front cover art was appealing.
If I had to complain about anything it’s that I wish it was twice as long.
I will add in this section, if you’re squeamish about language or dark themes (such as murder or scratching beneath the floorboard that won’t allow you to finish watching that musical on Netflix…) then this might not be a good match for you. This contains all that. (Though mostly by reference and not by adding the grisly details.)
Little Voice – “Everyone has that little voice inside their head; that’s normal. But this voice, coming from my abdomen was starting to concern me.” And then… “My reflection in the window looked good; hair neatly cropped and tie crisp….. His eyes glazed over at the sight of my tattered and stained pajama pants and blood-soaked t-shirt. The clip-on necktie hung slightly crooked under my cleanly shaven face.” ohmygod the first time I read that I literally laughed out loud
Case of the Missing Pillow –
“It’s right there; you dumb shit.”
“That’s not my pillow.”
“Yes, it is.”
“No, it’s not, can’t be. My pillow is blue.” The husband shook his head.
“Oh, my, God, seriously? The pillowcase was blue. This—”, she held up the pillow and shook it in the air, “is a different pillowcase. I changed it.”
But the real question is: WHY did she change it?! (You’ll have to read the book…)
The Diner – “A man is sitting at the counter, hunched over a notebook, frantically writing…. The man at the counter with the notebook took a sip of coffee, and like a flash, turned and looked directly at me, with a fire in his eyes. He slammed his hands against the counter, scooped up his notebook, and stormed out the front door.”
And so it goes, again and again, this mystery writer who seems as if he can’t stand the main character… but I think they made peace in the end.
5/5 stars
Mr. Dixon is easily one of my favorite authors. I’ve been following his writing on his blog for a couple years now and have read all three of his books to date. He brings us dark twisted and humorous in this collection of thirteen short stories.
True to his style, Mr. Dixon gives us just enough of a glimpse into these strange tales as to be completely swept off into them, immediately permeating the brain within just a few short opening lines but without telling every ghastly detail. Storytelling at its finest.
I’ll mention the three I would say are (probably?) my favorites.
The Diner – a man meets the author and creator of his own existence
Fracture – an OCD-driven man becomes increasingly aware of the presence of a messy doppelgänger who shows up in his house
Last Wednesday at Sue’s Place – dark and moody, it doesn’t end the way you’d think it would (and I loved it)
Highly recommended for those who enjoy dark humor short stories.
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~tara caribou
Posted on July 15, 2019 by tara caribou
Journal Entry:
Upon first setting foot upon Tinsel, I was a bit dismayed at that which I saw lying about me. It was a large field of dark grey boulders covered here and there in light blue and yellow lichens. A deep orange setting sun lay just above the horizon much like the citrus fruit it resembled. Stretching off into the distance, the land rose up and turning in a circle, I observed that I was in a bowl of sorts, though not a particularly deep one.
I stood for some time, as I do, and took in my surroundings. Sketching a quick scene and looking back around. A slight breeze stirred and I could hear at the edge of my hearing a low humming whistle which indicated the wind was perhaps howling much faster above the bowl walls. The boulders themselves varied little in color, all a deep dark grey bordering on black. According to size, I estimated they were mostly in the one to three meter height with many flat sides. Most of those side were covered in the lichens, which themselves didn’t seem to favor any certain surface or compass point.
The temperature was mildly chilly, though not overly so. I felt the need to pull on a wool sweater before I began my walk of the world. Perhaps it was that I had for some reason expected more from the planet, but I felt disappointed in my selection for I am normally astounded by my initial impressions in some way or another.
Looking around I noticed the star had lowered incrementally on the horizon and I felt perhaps I should forego any travel on this day and instead find a place to lay down and begin my trek on the morrow. I poked about searching for a suitable site upon the ground but finding none, realized my best bet was to obtain a large enough boulder with a flat top upon which to rest. Within an hour I found just the one and for good timing too as the orange ball had just set behind the rim and the first of the stars were just making their appearance. The howling of the wind above seemed louder as the sky slowly darkened.
I lay in my bedroll and stared into the purple sky above me. More and more stars made visible before my eyes. It was incredibly beautiful and I felt whisked away out to the stars again. The air around me grew a bit cooler but I felt warm enough within my wool layered sack, my pack beneath my neck. The lichens glowed with a faint luminescence and I looked from the gently glowing rocks to the sky above.
I awoke with a startle, feeling as if ants were crawling across my skin. It was just turning morning and the sky was a pale pink becoming brighter. I threw my blanket off my legs and at first I saw nothing. Upon closer inspection, I realized it appeared as if there were grains of rice moving across my skin. Dozens of them. I jumped from my perch with a start and quickly dug in my knapsack, easily locating my looking glass.
There! Indeed and there! They were not granules of rice or sand but instead a creature of some sort. They had four legs and a flat oval body. A tiny triangular head sat at one end and I could see something that appeared to be clothing of some sort over their torsos and over their feet. There were several small appendages, perhaps antennae or thick hairs running along their backs, which poked through their jackets or shirts or whatever they were. They did not seem violent toward me and I wondered if they had merely been examining me to find out what I was, on their land.
I then realized that the lichen was in fact full of carefully laid out trails and dare I say, roads. For some seemed paved in something I could not easily identify but was slightly less organic than the plants themselves. There were moving along these roads the tiny creatures. It seemed somehow I could hear them. I thought for a moment and then came upon the idea to place my tin cup open end down upon the rock (but not where I saw any of the creatures) and placing my ear upon the bottom of the cup, listened. Yes! I could hear sounds which I immediately knew was communications. These were certainly more than mere insects. No, they were intelligent creatures.
I found a nearby rock which seemed devoid of all lichen, for they seemed to dwell only there, by which I could observe them without disturbing them. For the first day, that is all I did. I watched carefully. First without my glass, for I could then observe their movements as a whole. Then by leaning closer, using my looking glass, careful to not create hot spots from the sun on their land. They seemed aware of my presence, as often I would see one or several stop and look up at me before moving on about it’s business. Upon careful observation, I realized the lichen was like their cities and they used different sections for different things. They seemed to live beneath the surface fronds, perhaps next to the rock itself. There were patches which seemed tended to and I immediately thought of farmers and their crops. They used very rudimentary tools, mostly sacks to carry unknown objects or shorn lichen. No vehicles or other animal life that I could see.
Over the next few days I noticed a change in their behavior and their communications seemed to increase in intensity. They seemed to be fixated upon me and I wondered if I was either disturbing or scaring them. Until the day arrived when I woke up to hundreds or a thousand of the tiny creatures gathered near my head and shoulders. All looking toward me. I felt uncomfortable and I took their point. I didn’t like being watched either.
Mumbling my apologies and gathering my belongings, I felt gratitude that they did not accost my person nor show anything but respect toward me, other than making their feelings known. I am humbled.
Tinsel tiny on my knees
Observing watching always
Much respect and gratitude
Lessons learned
Though questions piqued
Deep orange sun and
Howling winds
An entire civilization
Beneath a thumb
Stars aplenty all around
Sometimes a surface hides
Tiny creatures with lives
Worlds unto themselves
Ever respectful
But curious as well
tara caribou | ©2019
This is part of my on-going series, Explorations. I hope you’ll stick around for more of the Traveler’s journal entries.
Posted on June 10, 2019 by tara caribou

This 240-page book of poetry tells an overall story. It’s a tragic love story that doesn’t end with two people riding off into the sunset together, though it’s not all bad. She does learn and experience some beautiful things.

From the cold inky depths of deep space to the heart of burning stars. From the orbit of silent moons and empty satellites to the evolution of new interplanetary life. Experience loneliness, love, passion and loss above the horizon of a fallen star now rising through the touching story of one woman’s fiery love affair and break-up in this collection of love poetry.




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©️2019-23 | tara caribou
Posted on April 11, 2019 by tara caribou
[Hi Mike! Thanks for nominating me.]
Rules: I never obey the rules so I hesitate to list them. But you’re supposed to say seven things about yourself and also nominate some other bloggers to maybe participate. In the several times I’ve done this… I think two people “participated back”? So, we’ll see how much I accomplish here.
Pardon me if I’ve mentioned these things before….
1) I’m a crunchy barefoot neo-hippie.
2) I moved out of my parent’s house when I was sixteen.
3) I have only been tattooed thirty-six times (so far). It’s a great source of happiness for me.
4) I eat lemon rinds.
5) I hate my feet being touched… by anything. Socks, shoes, water… gross. Dirt I don’t mind as much.
6) I think mathematics and science and intelligence are sexy.
7) My driver’s license says that I am 5’7″ with blue eyes and brown hair. And the card that I carry with it says I have A- blood and a blood clotting disorder called Factor V Leiden.
There. Anything else you’re dying to know???
~tara
Posted on March 29, 2019 by tara caribou

I read this book via my e-reader. This is a unsolicited review.
oh goodness… Mark Ryan is one of my absolute favorite poets. Top five easily. So reading a book of his that tells a story…. uhhh much like my own book… which, by the way, his came first. And honestly, if I knew THIS book existed, I would not have put mine together. It’s embarrassing really. But it’s too late. I already finished mine (which closely resembles his by pure coincidence really!!) and I don’t want to scrap the whole project. So… what did I love? Ummm how about everything?? I love his style, I love the subject, I love outer space and nature themes, yessss, I’m gushing with love for this book. Buy it. You need it. I can see it in your eye.
There were a few typos and misspellings which are a pet-peeve of mine BUT the poetry is so good I am able to forgive it.
Trying to pick favorites is basically impossible. I chose 13 must-reads… out of 66, people! Clearly I have a poetry crush. Okay. Hold on to your… hats or whatever else you hold on to when bracing yourself, here are some favorite lines from some outstanding works:
Kisses That Scar – uummm deliciously gorgeous imagery centered around passionate love “Paint the walls of my mouth with your honey, let your tongue find a place to rest.”
Photosynthesis in Retrograde – incredible imagery like “I curl back into tomorrow.”
Heaven in Reverse – “These seas are evaporating, leaving sand in my ear. As I hold the shell of you close to me.”
Dangerous – starting with “Whiskey breathe and Ritalin eyes.” You know this is gonna be a wickedly good poem.
Raging Storm – “No eye to your needle of chaos.”
Skeletons in the Sky – this is one where every time I read it, I see a different twist; it’s like a decadent tiramisu poem (that’s a thing, I’m sure it is) “Cracking my skull like an egg. Dipping their fingers inside.” Damn, right??
Golden Gravity’s Pull – “Reach inside, run your knuckles up my spine….. Tasting dinosaur blood and DNA.”
Slipping in Stars – I cried so hard when I read this, like ugly sobbing crying, I felt the emotions so strongly. “Choking on solar flares, breathing in a new tomorrow…. But I wipe this away and breathe in the galactic air. Allowing cosmosis to take me deep within you, and all your little galaxies.”
Stellar Sight – let me share the one line that made me utterly delight in this poem: “deep filled gooey splatter of time” (you feel the urge to read the poem in entirety now, don’t you??)
Winged Limitation – ohmygod the last line killed me “Can birds fly in space?” thing is, you’re going to have to read the rest of it to feel why that line is so kick-ass.
Cor(e) – I literally don’t know what line to share, the entire thing is so intertwined and the imagery so vicious. “You punch me in the chest and feel my heartbeat. Cool hands on this fiery organ. The skin peels away.”
Down Within – cold seeping into your heart and bones as love is lost “He lay on the cold bank. Shedding his tears into deeper pools.”
Odyssey – “After all, I’m not where I want to be. If I’m honest, I’m ashamed. Stuck in mortality, delicious sweet vitality.”
4.5/5 stars
(1/4 for quantity of typos, 1/4 for length (could have been twice as long for me…. which hardly seems fair to lose a score based on LACK of length but it’s my grading system)
A collection of 66 poems by Mark Ryan. Now Mr. Ryan fits in easily as one of my top five all-time favorite poets. So that perhaps makes me slightly biased.
Choosing only a handful of favorites from this group of poems was nearly impossible because I literally liked every single poem. There was a space theme to the overall poetry contained in this book, but not exclusively so. All my favorite elements: incredible visuals, deep emotions, layers of personality, outer space and nature (it’s kinda my thing), love and loss, memories and reality checks. I can read Mr. Ryan every single day quite happily. So my initial list of must-reads was thirteen, which I realize is too long for a review… I’ve shortened it to six (and believe me, it wasn’t easy) but you can see the full list and review over on my blog if you want more… or just buy his book and see for yourself (that’s my recommendation).
Kisses That Scar – oh my goodness absolutely gorgeous imagery of burning love
Heaven In Reverse – And I quote: “Holding onto this honey in my hands. Trapping it forever in amber.”
Skeletons In The Sky – layers upon layers of intensely vivid imagery
Golden Gravity’s Pull – if you only read one of Mr. Ryan’s poems, this is a great example of his style and reach
Slipping In Stars – actually moved me to uncontrollable tears to the point I had to put the book down for a day and come back to it
Cor(e) – this is another of those “if you only read one” poems… this is not to say they are the best of the best but more that they are shining examples of his voice
I can not recommend this author or this book of poetry highly enough. Gorgeous read cover to cover.
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~tara caribou
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