Video: September 2020 Flying With Crows


One afternoon at the beach, I met with a murder (or mob… I think I prefer mob…) of crows. I flew amongst their midst and was accepted. *No audio, it was such a windy day all you could hear on the video was wind.


tara caribou | ©2021 video by me

Nature Photos: Up Close and Personal

Hi friends, today I have twenty close-up photos for your pleasure. I hope you enjoy them.

Tide pools.
Ice crystals on my truck.
Teeny tiny flowers.
Mussels with barnacles.
Chaga.
Lichen.
Geranium, dwarf dogwood, baby spruce tree.


tara caribou | ©2021

Video: 28 December 2020 Slow Motion Wave Crash


Everybody around me seems to constantly be going, going, going. Looking at their phones. Talking non-stop with no pauses or thoughtful reflection. Working on and off the clock. Even sitting at the table or on the couch in the evening, television turned on the big screen and the little hand-held devices powered up…

In The Moment

“I’m writing,” she says in a clipped tone, her fingers barely pausing in their rapid dance across worn-down grey keys. Of course she is. She always is. If she’s not writing, she’s painting, if she’s not painting, she’s sketching, sketching becomes graphic design, graphic design becomes writing… I begin to wonder where I fit into her world.

“What about?”

“You.” Clickety-clickety-click.

“….And…?” my wrist rolls around and around, hoping to conjure more depth. She doesn’t pause.

“You mentioned something last night, got me….” tappedy-tappedy-tap “..got me thinking. Not important…” her voice trails off and I know she’s far too deep inside her own head to hear another word.

Still I try again. “I got some great shots of the high tide this afternoon…. the kelp was churning in the waves… maybe,” I soldier on to the drumbeat of rapid key clicks, raise my voice a little, “maybe you’ll come with me tomorrow? I could photograph you with the sun in your hair…”

“mmmhhmm,” she hums, not fully committed.

She’s beautiful. She doesn’t believe me when I tell her that either. It’s only the art, the creating, that matters. It’s all in the beholder’s eyes. Except when it comes to her and me.

“I love you,” I say quietly. The desk lamp makes her hair glow, not as gloriously as in the setting sun, but still…. a strand has loosened itself from her bun and rests on her shoulder, soft as a feather. The moment lengthens as I gaze at her, brow slightly furrowed, chewing her lip, fingers flying, her foot tapping to some internal metronome. I wonder what I said last night. I wonder what she thinks about it. I wonder what she’s writing. I recall the kelp thrown against the rocks, lifeless now in winter, broken to pieces, helpless and at the mercy of the cold relentless waves. The moment had stretched on and on, just like this one.

I turn and walk out of the room, picking up my camera as I pass it. The waves are beckoning. Just before the front door closes, I hear her say distractedly, “…hmm? What was that, babe?”

I wonder what I said as well.


tara caribou | ©2021

Flash fiction inspired by the video.

Nature Photography: Sunset Edition

It’s no secret I’m a night owl. I could probably count the number of sunrises I’ve actually seen on two hands… I might be exaggerating, because where I live here in Alaska in summer, sunrise and sunset aren’t too far apart. I’ve been awake to witness the rise about the time I’m going to sleep…

I hope you enjoy twenty of some of my favorite photogenic sunsets.

Not much beats a calm ocean at sunset. The whole world feels at peace.

Front porch view.

A couple years ago, millions of acres were burning in Alaska. The air quality was terrible. The one highway was closed and unless you could fly, there was no leaving the peninsula. It made for some amazing photos though.

Sunset on the right, sundog on the left.

Check out all that snow blowing off the volcano!!

The clouds don’t even look real!!

Thanks for hanging out,
tara caribou | ©2021

All photos taken by me. Also, I apologize if some are repeats from previous posts, I don’t always remember which I’ve used on not. 😌

Video: 08 Jan 2020 Trickling Water Over Sea Ice


It was cold. Really cold. In fact, it hadn’t been over negative Fahrenheit for over a month, and it was only January. Winter lasts a long time in Alaska. It would be another two months before it would raise past single digits. Just a few days prior I had suffered a traumatic physical experience which saw me in shock and bleeding without stopping for hours, which turned into days.

I was weak. Body and soul. I was hurting. I was alienated. I needed to get outside. Let nature touch me as only it can. I was driven to the beach at my request and out I clambered of the truck, ice and negative degrees be damned.

Typically, the waves are crashing on my beach but today, it was calm. So calm and quiet. The sea water was freezing. Laying micro-thin layers and layers of ice on the sand, rocks, coal, and sticks which litter the beach. On top of the gently moving water was a thin layer of ice as well, though this was broken into small sheets with the movement constantly mushing them together and breaking them apart. These ice rafts varied in size and sat just slightly below the surface.

It was divine. It was magic. It was healing. I squatted near the edge of the high-tide mark, looking out at it all. Trying not to breathe in too deep because it was so cold in my lungs. Tears ran down my cheeks and they burned and froze.

Questions flooded my mind. Why do these things happen? What if….? Gratefulness, in spite of it all. I will be okay. But what if…? No point in obsessing. Look around. It’s so damn beautiful. I’ve never seen the beach just like this. And tomorrow it will be different. It will be the same. But it will be different. Like me. Tomorrow is a new day. I will never be who I was yesterday again.

I am the same. I am different.


tara caribou | ©2021

*video and story are mine from this same time last year. My how the days and months roll on…

December Nature Photography

Wait up, hold up, it’s 20 of my favorite photos I took in December. I hope you enjoy.

Birch bark.
3.50pm almost sunset in early December.

Super high tide.

Foamy.
Ice in the harbor.

At a rest stop in the mountains.
Icy highway in the mountains, on my way home from the city. Only 120 miles to go…
No filter…. 4pm sunset.

I love the snow. More please.

I like the seaweed in the crash.

Almost a halo. Ice crystals in the air.

Last moon of the year. A few minutes before midnight on the 31st.

tara caribou | ©2021

All images by me.

As We Close This Year 2020

Dear friends,

Here we are again, at the end of another year. For some it has lasted forever and for some it was *blink* and it’s over. Personally I fall into the latter category.

This year I have accomplished so much making my dreams a reality. I’ve strengthened a few friendships, and had to walk away from others. People, as they do, come and go. On a personal level, I have grown and changed a lot. And the same could be said for Raw Earth Ink and what it represents.

I signed several authors and published their debut books, first Brandon White with his intensely emotional The Year that Stole the Light Away, poetry centered around the early days of loss, grief, and learning acceptance.

Around the same time, emje mccarty’s adult comic collection, Confusion Perfume and Other Neurotic Comics, released, which chronicles her alter ego(s) and recalling her early days of dating, relationships, and then parenting. We get to watch her art grow and morph, which is hilarious and immensely satisfying.

I myself put out a second poetry book, Four, in which I include twenty-plus black-and-white nature photos and for which I have received some very positive feedback on. The book, only available directly from me or the distributor lulu in paperback, holds some of my very best poetry and I’m very proud of the end result.

Along with these titles, the dark fiction short story anthology The Shadows of Blackout Island only recently released at the end of the year, contains seven twisted tales which center on a mysterious island and the creepy goings-on within.


On another platform I shared some of the books I read this past year and here they are for you too! Some of which I’ve written reviews for, others are on the way. At the end of this post I’ll add the list, in case any are of interest to you. I hope you’ll check some of these indie authors out because most of them are really, really amazing.

Moving into this upcoming year, I have several more books currently in the works to be released from Raw Earth Ink. This includes the next book from Brandon White, another from emje mccarty, a poetry book from Hidden Bear, the poetry and art anthology Creation and the Cosmos, poetry from John Graser, and more.

Along with writing and sharing my passion for helping others realize their dreams of being published become a reality, I will be sharing more of my art and amateur photography with you. I hope you’ll continue along with me on this journey of creative ventures and keep the conversation going.

Love and light to you all,

~tara caribou


How about you? What are your plans for this next year? I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments!!


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  • Grilled Cheese and Whiskey by Brendan de Lucia
  • Broken Confessions by Jared Presser
  • Badcurious by Jeroen den Haan
  • Lazy Prey by Jeroen den Haan
  • Lines at the Amusement Lines by Eric Keegan
  • The Raven’s Poison by Braeden Michaels
  • Smitten by Indie blu(e) Publishing
  • Until She Sings by MB Blissett
  • 101 Chances by J Matthew Waters
  • Thirty Days to May by J Matthew Waters
  • The Poets Symphony by Raw Earth Ink
  • A Scorched and Mystified Wilderness by Dave Matthes
  • Darkness Under Siege by Reaper VX
  • Lost Love by Dragon Soul Press
  • The Lonely Young and the Lonely Old by Tim Miller
  • The Saturn Time Cube Simulation by Nick Hinton
  • Crimson Skins by Devika Mathur
  • That’s Not Poetry by J Warren Welch
  • Your Mom Thinks it’s Poetry by J Warren Welch
  • Alchemy by Mark Ryan
  • Verbal Vomit by Stephanie Lamb
  • The Shadows of Blackout Island by Raw Earth Ink
  • (un)fettered by M Ennenbach
  • The Year that Stole the Light Away by Brandon White
  • My Sober Little Moon by Jon Lupin
  • And Other Things by Layne Ambrose
  • Stella Walker’s Acquaintances by Braeden Michaels
  • Lazy and Writing Wild by Jon Perry
  • X and I by SK Nichols
  • False Knees by Joshua Barkman
  • Confuse Perfume by emje mccarty
  • Black Snow by Mark Ryan
  • The Side Effects of L by Alex leGare
  • Twisted Blend of Wild by Jon Perry
  • The Moon Will Listen by Beau Allen
  • Face the Music by Mark Towse
  • Four by tara caribou

“The Shadows of Blackout Island” a dark fiction anthology

Raw Earth Ink is proud to announce the release of The Shadows of Blackout Island, a collection of dark fiction short stories.

Inside you’ll find seven horrifying tales which take place on Blackout Island as told by:

  • L.E. Aleman
  • Darren Diarmuid
  • Lauren Rylant
  • A.P. Christopher
  • -M. Taggart
  • M. Ennenbach
  • Joann L. Berg

Rumors and speculation surround the possible inhabitants of Blackout Island, located just a few miles off the coast. Conspiracy theories abound while social media leaks surface about government experiments gone wrong. Certainly something or someone must live there, for haven’t we all seen the shaky home videos of the occasional wisp of smoke or recordings of eerie sounds carrying far across the water on a calm summer night? Something wicked has been let loose within its depths… And it is time for the truth to be revealed.

Where Junior Officer Jaime discovers the sad reality behind the island’s Wallymoos; where a group of teenagers brave the dark to witness the mysterious actions of the Stump Maker; where a young woman named Eskyl is transformed into mind-controlling siren; and where William pays the ultimate mind-bending price after filling the role of a don’t-ask-don’t-tell Mercury.


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